Week 12: Down the Rabbit Hole

Okay so how many of you found yourself down the rabbit hole.

My journey started out innocent enough, I broke my work routine to visit my daughter stateside and wow are things cooking in my outside world

What I mean by that is while I first noticed I responded differently and more positively to all parts of the situation, I was painfully aware of not only MY beliefs, I was aware of everyone in my immediate environments beliefs.

During previous visits I knew that pitfalls, on this visit I saw BELIEFS in the process of their creation.

This is like having the most accurate wikipedia( on steroids) at your disposal while everyone including your old subby dusting off the old Encyclopedia Britannica.

My inner response was a covert ‘deer in the headlights’ reaction. So much going on, such a desire for helping others and then back to self and a bit of a backslide into overwhelm, sleep, and yes some fear.

Ever observe those you care about doing something deeply contrary to your values…How can two humans learn the same information and take such different roads.

Some of us even saw Manchester By the Sea together…And didn’t like it. What a depressing example of tragedy and defeat…A testament to mediocrity! Not the sets, the acting, the authenticity…The story! The abysmal choice to continue to fail!

So tonight, I choose Cool Runnings, I choose to be the oddball, the disturber, the ‘shaker of trees’.

I step into the land of belief and I trust thought, love and persistence.

 

Author: atruthblog

Give me the growth edge, a swim in the deep end of the pool. To me, strangers are only friends I haven't met yet and integrity,compassion, self-responsibility and love are shared values. I am the sum of my current creation.

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