Mixed opinions are likely forming about my evolving persona. Cool thing is while she can be my ideal persona in the moment she is continually transforming and who knows how she will be seen over time.
That’s right folks, I am creating a new lead character in my play appearing as life. I am changing locations, sets, props and many of the actors. I am committed to ongoing drafts of my screen play featuring the new ‘subby girl’ as well as sequels. I may even mini series as riveting as “The Outlander”…well perhaps not that riveting to all of you…certainly to me!
Stepping out of my comfort zone is more comfortable than i believed (formerly). Not nearly as fearful of the opinions of strangers, friends and yes even bosses, I am trusting my intuition and excited about less worry and less fear in my life. There is still residue and I am trusting it will go with this weeks’ no additional work passive add-ons :o)
I must admit to you that weeks back when my service card had more than four different goals I created new shapes and new colors because I had more than four, it never occurred to me to double up…I am happy to go back and assign them to the original four colors…I just was curious how often other students made that choice? It is representative of how I approach solutions and often this is creative and good..and sometimes it is confusing to others. This fact never bothered me much and I still wonder how this ties into what is created in my life up to this point.
A friend once described those thinkers who choose outside the box solutions as ‘diagonal thinkers’. As a child this was not seen as ideal…it did not fit easily in highly structured environments. If the structure made sense and there was freedom in it through its process then okay…and if not creating a way to be contrary while maintaining high performance was the choice. Its as if I would choose to excel in whatever way I was able and if it wasn’t a fit then I wrote my own pathway. I even told the head of my team in Kauai that if only a fraction of one percent of network marketers made 98% of the money then personal growth must be needed for the rest. I knew it must be the subsconcious and little old subby must have believed because Sarah Dooley heard me…we tried a few different courses and now several people in my business tribe are participating.
What I am thrilled about with regard to week six is success being contingent on the highest moral ideal…greatest good to the greatest number! ( part six MK). This is the intent of the way I live. A great author once bought me lunch and we discussed how much I should charge for my services…I was of the mind I should not charge and he was suggesting the more I charged those that could pay, the more I could give to those who could not afford. These thoughts are definitely a revision in my screen play. I must key them.
When I read and read again about the focus of the thoughts and how they are able to be a magnifying glass on the outside world in our life I feel really delighted about what my new outside world will look like…and I can hardly wait to see the painting of this life…each evolution of her.
Sadaya Master Key =MAD CHANGES!! 